limits

well it's been another wipe-out day. in the last 3 days i have rewritten my historical investigation about 3 times and i want nothing more to do with it. today got the final draft of my world literature essay done. after this i will be celebrating having done the last of my real coursework. probably will do so by sleeping. have to repeat my german oral due to my poor performance. can you believe i messed up past tenses enough to make redoing worthwhile? sheesh. my mental state is apparent i think from the fact that i've ignored capitalisation. wait till punctuation and spelling go too.

i'm struggling with other things as well. a friend's recent experiences have been leading me to question my own feelings about a certain important issue. i'm finding that there's a lot of uncertainties i'm not happy about facing... not that they make a huge difference to things in the moderately short term (a few months) but i have to face them. need closure. i've been telling myself for ages but have been putting off. life is harsh even when the people you're dealing with aren't. dang. at any rate iintend to go with a bang. no cosmic whimpers. i don't like open universes.

by the way, i really hate mosquitoes. and microsoft. and three-day-old orange peel.

if you don't like the way the text backgrounds look, get mozilla firefox. HAH. i'm kidding. looking for a solution. have a partial one but the partial applies to stuff other than what i need. *sigh*